‘I Shouldn’t Be Alive’

by chloepeh

is a documentary tv series.
i watched it couple of times on discovery.

obviously… i don’t such near death experience to be documented..
but i’m just wondering, should i be alive?
is it only because i’ve been protected so far?

actually,
i shouldn’t be alive if i were born with a critical defect.
i shouldn’t be alive if i were born in a third world country.
i shouldn’t be alive if i had been targeted by a murderer.
i shouldn’t be alive if just once i got run over by a speeding vehicle.
i shouldn’t be alive if something tragic took my will to live.
right?

too epic. but, how hard is it not to live? it isn’t very hard.
unborn babies, road kills, natural disasters, just to name a few.

i should be cherishing my life more.

2:58 am

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