sheer awkwardness?

by chloepeh

when i see other girls doing a similar thing as i am,
i noticed that i tend to dislike and decide on a change.
it’s a girl thing to observe and compare right?
just maybe more as an antagonist.

then i realized, i gotta differentiate whether the negative feeling is a worthy cause for change,
or just out of sheer awkwardness;
as awkward as two females wearing the same dress to a party,
that illogical uneasiness.